Online Personal Journal for Haider Ali aka templar654, templarXT, darknosis, anarki.

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Just my luck

Man... I don't know if someone should congratulate me or kick my ass because of what marks I got. So I went yesterday to check out my marks, and all through the way I kept saying to myself 'please let it be atleast 500; please let it be at least 500'. And to my surprise when I check the result, it is BLOODY 500 ONLY!!! Man all I needed was 10 more marks and I would have gotten a B!! I'll have to settle with a C+. Awe Man!!! Just my luck!!

So anyways I was so devastated by the results that even when everyone told me that, I'm very lucky to get 500 especially in the new syllabus, that didn't cheer me up at all. And to top it all off, my mood was so down that when me and my brother were playing StarCraft(alliance), for the first time the bloody computer actually started to beat us!!

Oh well, I still found some time to work v2 or as I like to call it Phase II of my site. You know to up lift my spirits a bit. The sites turning out very nice. I've managed to add a skinning option, it doesn't do much though. I'll let you know when I finish it. Until then why don't you check out my current site it's http://haiderali.cjb.net/.

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

It's Time...

I haven't written anything in my journal for quite some time now. Mainly because as you can see I've chosen Blogger to the manual journal I had before. You see, this post of mine is very awkward for me. Mainly because today is the day I finally find out, after 3 months of torture, my final examination results.

You might think I'm over reacting but this is big stuff. If I fail this exam then the course of my entire future will be jeopardized. I'll have to think of a new future for myself according to my results. I could do the exam again but that would be wasting another two years. I guess I'll have to live with what I got.

I got terrible marks in the first half of the examination so everything now depends upon this result. If I cross 500, okay I might have a chance at a steady future but anything less would be a humiliation and it would be change my entire life.

Ok I guess that's enough sadness and emotional stuff for now. I have enough problems as it is with this exam and trying to remember my roll number, because that's the only way I can find out my result! The darn thing was like a telephone number! I remember 170###, the # is unknown! So I've got a lot of thinking to do.

Oh well I guess it's time for me sign out now. Until the next post, that is if anyone reads this crap, cheerio.